Dear Carolyn: Recently I was walking through the park on a warm summer night, and I came to the long overdue realization that I judge other people in my own head.
Id really rather not. Its not good for the soul.
Now what? Your Honor
Dear Honor: Now, give your soul a checklist.
Forgive versus judge anything you yourself have done.
Forgive anything youve forgiven in someone you love.
Forgive anything that could have even one reasonable or sympathetic explanation though thinking up as many as possible is a great exercise in compassion.
Say youve judged a stranger for snapping at his kids. But maybe hes just been dumped/fired/scarily diagnosed. Forgivable, right? So forgive.
You judge someones cartful of junk food? Maybe her parents harped on food and weight for her entire childhood and this is her fight song. Forgiveness granted, sister.
You judge jerks for cutting you off? Maybe they didnt see you. Lets hear it, you imperfect driver: Gimme an F!
Forgiveness draws in; contempt pushes away.
If your soul wants details, then it can search fundamental attribution error. This knowledge might not eradicate your judginess completely; mental reflexes are what they are, plus some things need our scorn so were motivated to change them. However, it can put that judgy little voice in its place. I suspect your soul will approve.
Dear Carolyn: Ive been married five years. We were together 13 years before that. We have two children under 5, and have been separated one year.
Our marriage was awful. He started a new business and had absolutely no time for me or the kids. He also resented that one of my younger siblings lived with us and said that was one reason he didnt want to be home. He was neglectful, unsupportive and became so distant. I threatened to leave and hed laugh.
